Am I Ready

I remember the first time I accept in this school. I felt amazing can study in the Sampoerna Academy SMAN 10 Malang. I remember when I and all of my friends in the batch 3 get inauguration to become student here. I remember my first class condition in the ten six class. Happy, spirit as the young student and big hope is the things that make the conditions of me run faster so that I don’t felt the time already delivered me in the last semester of the eleventh grade. I felt the time really run fast and next I will change and jump into twelve grades the last of study in this school. I often think about twelve grades and preparation to enter university for me after graduate and the last final exam.

               

University is the next direction after graduate. When I say that statement I worry and that become my fear in the twelve grades. I still unbelievable that no more than three months I already become twelve grades that will be prepare final exam and prepare the best university that I want after graduate.  I can’t imagine how busy I am study hard to complete the lesson that I haven’t to understand. I often confuse when I want to choose the next university. I don’t want to be wrong.

                 

When I see the spirit of my friends I feel so nervous.  Especially my friends that already choose the next university that sometimes I want to choose that university. I feel poorer than my friends especially about lesson. This is my challenge I will study hard and spirit without any jealous with others. I hope I can become myself and ready to running fast in the twelve grades. I know it will so fast when I feel happy and spirit but it will become so slow and feeling nervous when I compare and competing with others.

                

 I hope I am ready facing the twelve grades. Good bye my lazy and welcome new spirit I hope you will accompany and whisper me when I down.

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The Last Final Exam

Finally I will leave my class in eleventh grade and for the next I will become the last grade in senior high school that is twelve grades. So far in eleventh grade I already felt the big struggle to get something. I already tried to spirit and moved out from the comfort zone to pass many big projects that the school given. Tired were the main problem and the most my friends feeling in the last semester in the eleventh grade. Sometimes, when I think about twelve grades I often to imagine that the fear and the struggle in twelve grades is more than the struggle that already I did in eleventh grade. For the next grades I have feeling that makes me afraid and it become one of the fear in the twelve grades.

                

The last final exam or UNAS is the thing that appears inside of my brain and become my fear when I already stand on twelve grades. I afraid with all of the subject that use in the last final exam. In the eleventh grade I haven’t clearly to understand the lessons have been taught. The lesson aren’t difficult and the teacher can make me more understand but the thing that make me haven’t clear to understand the lesson is myself. Lazy is the word that can representative my condition in this grade so that I don’t want to do it in the last grade. I afraid that lazy can influence my last final exam.

            

For the next I hope the school activity is reduces or perhaps no school activity that really make tired the twelve grade student. I hope I can study hard and serious to face the last final exam. I hope the next UNAS system better than last UNAS system. I think relax is the weapon to attack serious when it need because I want be healthy. I don’t want sick because of study hard so that relax and serious hopefully will accompany me to face the last final exam.  I hope I can counterbalance my fear.

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Hi! Me

Dear Memed,

Good day boy,

You look so happy when you see this letter. What’s up med? It’s like a joke? This is funny? “Poor Boy” , No it’s not funny. Be serious for a while to understand yourself please . I just to remind you about the time you are standing now. “Med!” I said, I want to give motivation for you, motivation to face the next great situation that maybe will appear your fear, your power and your readiness. You know that? You will passed the eleventh grader and become twelve grades several months later. “Huh..” My heart beat for this chance give letter for you, myself.

Do you remember about your dream seventh months ago? I still remember that. I know that you wrote three big points that you want for the one year later from that time. I know you did. I know your struggle to try and always try to reach that what you want. Although, I think you haven’t to complete that. But I believe you will done it become twelve grades.

I want you to remember the first point, “Unserious change to serious but enjoy”. I want to ask you first,” were you saturated with your struggle in this point?” if you say “no” then why you like a snail. I say that because I know and I see you often to become late. I should give you way or direction to help you complete this point. As your heart I say sorry.

This is my closing letter, “grateful and standing on the time”. just for the example,” try to finish your school task with grateful without feeling lazy and be discipline or on time for the important one.” Try that bro!

Thanks, the next two points will deliver for the next letter med. Your heart is always beside you and whisper you all the time to remind you.

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Kevin Richardson & Singa

Kevin Richardson, pria pembisik singa ini sangat berani. Bagaimana tidak bermain dengan Hewan-hewan pemangsa alias karnivora. Pria ini punya semboyan ” bergantung pada insting dan kesabaran untuk memenangkan kepercayaan binatang.
Jika anda tidak percaya coba lihat aksi-aksinya dalam menaklukan sang Raja Hutan, dan heina (anjing liar) pemakan bangkai daging. Dilihat dari gambar sepertinya seru bisa bersenda gurau dengan binatang buas. Tapi…kalau saya sendiri belum berani mau berbuat seperti pria ini.

Reference
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